I'm so sorry dad I did not post on your birthday . It was fathers day as well and i was missing you so very deeply but I mowed your lawn and tidied your garden up with mum and I felt your presence there as I always do . Somedays it's so hard without you and I really need you now . Me and mum let your usual Chinese lantern off I hope you saw it .. I miss you so very much but one day we will be together again Love your fav daughter as you always said and my reply was you have no choice being I'm your only daughter ... XXX